I just woke up to the wonderful pitter patter of rain drops …thought I was gonna say little feet, didn’t ‘ya? HaHa! I don’t have kids so the only footsy pitter patter I’d hear, would be those of my pets and they click rather than pitter patter *lol* But serious, this rain sounds so good! We have been stuck in a heatwave with oppressive humidity so this rain is very welcome. I think they said it would rain all day today and tomorrow. I’ll take it! Bring it on…Big Momma ready for it! My back is still killin’ me and I don’t know what else to try. I used Icy Hot, Ben Gay and even soaked in the tub with epsom salt and still it hurts like hell. I can’t afford a trip to the ER. I have no Insurance so I am literally shit outta luck here and can only hope that this will go away on it’s own. I am not gonna add to our debt by visiting the ER. I’ll have to suck it up! At least until we are caught up. S. has an Interview tomorrow for another job. This will be a second job for him and only part time. He realized that even with my income ( which really isn’t much ) we can’t swing it. We are behind way too much and he needs this job to get caught up. He finally realized that he cannot depend on his so called friend “Brian” to keep him busy with side work. He talks big but can’t back it up. Always says he has so much work piled up and then nothing happens. Know what I mean? So yeah I gotta give S. props for finally waking up *lol*

I am still working on revamping one of my websites so I better get and open up my proggies… have a great day folks!

Smooches

…it’s all good though *lol* I didn’t have time to come in here and blab yesterday as I was revamping one of my other websites and filling orders on the side. I really hurt my back weeding a MIL’s last week, then I aggrevated it by moving furniture on Saturday and made it worse by weeding again on Sunday…so today I can barely walk! I don’t think I have ever had such pain in my lower back. Last night it was so bad that I wanted to cry. I can’t even walk on my treadmill. I haven’t worked out since Saturday and I hate it! I have my weigh in tonight and I am not even sure I can make it. Standing in line will kill me pain wise and then sitting on their hard benches for a half hour …I don’t know if I can do it. ARGH

Still haven’t heard from Gee with exception of a letter he wrote to me the day he had his court date. I am not sure whats happening. I was able to find out that the county jail he is in is serviced by the same provider so at least I am not losing any money there and we can use my current account to talk….when he finally calls! I can’t even write to him because I don’t have his DC# and it needs to be on the envelopes when corresponding with inmates. He has his court date for the 6th of next month so lets hope and pray that goes as well as the other one did. If it does we only have one more to go. *whew*

Ok, I have to try and walk into my dungeon now …*ouch*

Smooches

…it’s off to work I go *lol* yeah, don’t ask! I am in one of my moods. I am not quite sure I wanna go to work today but I have to. I need the extra $$ since I lost so much last week.  The pool however is ready so I know I will be taking a dippity dip today and with this freakin’ heatwave we are having it will be fabulous!

Anywho, I have to get ready so y’all have a good day…

Smooches

Gawd, we are in day 4 of this blasted heat wave and I am about to go nuts! I hate this humid heat. I do better with the dry heat. MIL is back home and doing well, just a little sore. She is supposed to take it easy for a few days and I am hoping she is going to listen to the doctor but knowing her she is at home right now cleaning or doing something she ain’t supposed to be doing! Scottie worked on the pool yesterday so hopefully we can swim tomorrow. She had a leak in her liner and he fixed that, then we called the fire dept. to refill the pool. She will need a new liner next year though. This one is going on 20 years and won’t make it through another winter. Gee is at his new location - I checked. But he hasn’t been able to get through yet. Just as well…saves me money! The last letter I got from him kinda irked me…he is so conceited sometimes…makes me wanna write him back and tell him…good gawd, get over yourself! He wants to act like he is the best thing that ever happened to me…pfffffffffffft! As a matter of fact I think I would be better off had I never contacted him. This stress with him being locked up is not helping me any. Having to spend most of my cash on stupid phone calls doesn’t help either. He needs to check himself big time. Gonna have to put him in his place I think. I can easily drop everything I’m doing for him and live my life without the hassles he brought into it.

Anyway…too hot to sit here and blab on…

Smooches

…will ‘ya? MIL is having an angioplasty done right now. She had her check up a month ago her doctor saw something he didn’t like…a blockage! Now some of you know that she’s had a minor heart attack last year and they put in a stent. Well this is happening again at the same spot. I am nervous as hell and everytime the phone rings I jump! She is hoping to be able to come home late today but I doubt it because they usually keep you overnight to monitor. She is in her 70’s and just needs to realize it’s time to slow down! I may not always agree with what she does and what she says but I do love the woman and she’s become sort of my seconf Mom since my real Mom is so far away. I’m worried sick!

While I was up at her house yesterday, Gee called numerous times but the call was dropped due to my being out in the freakin’ boonies! Oh I was so mad…I can text out and receive text but cannot hold a call. Grrrr!!!!

Anyway, it’s too damn hot to even think so I will just take it easy today….

Smooches

  I just checked Gee’s status and he got time served in Pinellas County. Thank God! Now he only has 2 more to deal with and I hope they go faster than this one did. He tried calling me a few times yesterday but my landline kept hanging up the call. GRR! So I switched to my cell phone and wasn’t able to press 0 to accept the damn call! Drives me mad this shit…honest! I have to give him the news about his cousin still. And I also need to get an address to him. GRR! Plus I need to know when he’ll be transferred, too so I know not to send anything until he is in his new spot. Oh, this shit is seriously testing my patience! I hope he’ll be able to get through today. I’ll be at Dragon’s all day and barely get a signal out where she lives.

Ok, just wanted to post an update…I have to get ready for my day.

Smooches

…so I was all nervous all morning yesterday and came to find out that Gee’s court date had been changed …again! It’s today at 8:30 am! He called me yesterday and told me. Gawd they need to get a move on with this crap. I opened my email this morning to find a message from his sister and got bad news which I was asked to relay to him when ( and if ) he calls today. Not looking forward to it. His cousin passed away.  He just lost his grandma in march with whom he was very close. My heart is hurting for him. Especially since he can’t even call his family let alone go home to attend the services.

I feel so bad and hate that I am the one who has to give him the bad news but I am the only “fast” way of extending news or messages to him since I have the prepaid account and we talk regularly. This sucks! I’ll post again after I talk to him today…if he gets a chance to call that is.

Oh, and my meeting went well last night. I lost .6 lbs. I’ll be working out like a maniac for the rest of the week so hopefully I will see a bigger loss next week.

Smooches

…. Gee’s court date! I am on pins and needles. It’s just a hearing from what I understand but a lot can happen at a hearing. I had a hard time falling asleep last night and finally managed to doze off around 12:30 am and then got up at 4 am - so needless to say I am draggin’ ass! I did manage to fix a clients website issues ( yeah lets call it that  ) and also finish up a label design for a new client. I have to tackle another label design today and then I should be done for this week unless something else pops up. Maybe I can get a few candles poured so they can cure for a couple of weeks before I test burn them. I have yet to find the mason jars I want to use. Walmart used to carry them but I haven’t seen them lately. If I can’t get those I will have to look for another type of jar which sucks ‘cuz I love those particular mason jars and I have my recipe set for them. I have a few left but that’s not really doing me any good *ack*

Got my meeting tonight and I am probably up a little. I increased my workout by half an hour so it’s the muscle building thing happening again. Last week I managed to maintain after 4 weeks of non stop screw ups *lol* so a little gain won’t be so bad especially knowing it’s due to me doing what I am supposed to do.

Anywho, I’m gonna try and get a nap in so maybe I can actually function today!

Smooches

I know, right?  I hear ‘ya folks! I am not even gonna go into details about how my weekend went…or today for that matter! Lets just say that…if there was a 100 foot cliff anywhere near me…I’d jump…and I’d laugh hysterically on my down! I am hoping that after today I can be my jolly old self again … because damn I was one grouchy hell raising bitch last week!

Got 2 letters from my boo today and they were a great pick me up - maybe that is why I finally crawled in here to post *lol* he said some things that I really needed to hear and I love him so much more for it. It cleared things up a bit after what happened between us 17 years ago. One day I swear I will have a blog that is going to be all about us…how we met, what happened between us and how we reconnected - so my readers know what is going on *lol* I can imagine what most of you are thinking *lol* but I have to keep my little secret for now….

This week should be…or shall I say…hopefully will be…a little less stressful. Although I have a ton of things to do, I am able to take it slow and not stress about them. Thank God!

Here is a little tidbit I found and liked very much …figured I’d share with you all…

“Don’t tell God how big your storm is. Tell your storm how big God is…!”

And that’s it from me today….have a good evening!

Smooches

I am not sure why that makes me so giddy considering I have to work today and tomorrow but hey…*lol* I guess it’s just the fact that I am gonna get the hell up out of this office! I need a couple of days away from my pc to just regroup after the last 3 days! I spoke to Gee yesterday and as always he managed to cheer me up. He is the one that is locked up and here he is cheering me up *lol* Gotta love that man! His courtdate keeps changing and he says it’s because Florida made all DWLSR’s misdemeanors on July 1st. So no more Felony charges for DWLSR? I dunno…seems kinda too good to be true? For his sake I hope it is however. I just want this over with so he can move back to NC and we can pick up where we left off. Also got 2 letters from him this week and let me tell you…that man needs to be put in his place big time *rofl* I love him dearly but lord have mercy - he is so far out there …ain’t no chance that man is ever coming back to planet earth *snort* …he just cracks me up! His mind is so totally twisted and I am loving it. He is just as twisted as I am actually - maybe that is why we click the way we do? We’re like peas and carrots…*lol* Yes, I know…corny as hell…but oh, so true!

Anyway, I’m gonna go ahead and write him back and then hit the treadmill before I happily dash off to work *lol* have a good one y’all!

Smooches