Since I will be bloggin' about my little fuzzbutt a lot in the next few weeks I figured it's time to introduce him properly.

This is my Baby FatCat. I get asked how he got the name a lot. Simple…our "old" FatCat passed away and Scottie brought this little munchkin home the very next day. We were so used to calling FatCat that the name stuck…we just added Baby to it because well…he was a baby at the time.

I had a very very hard time with "old" FatCat's death because he died in my arms and watching him die literally tore my heart apart. When Scottie brought Baby FatCat home I could not warm up to him. He wasn't "old" FatCat after all. Baby FatCat took to me however and just kept on wigglin' his way into my heart like he knew I needed a new buddy. He'd follow me everywhere, slept on my pillow, sat by my side purring when I cried…like he really knew. So after a while he just became my new buddy and we have been inseparable ever since.

Oddly enough he never grew into his name. He was the runt of the litter and is quite small. But his heart is as big as "old" FatCat's was and I just adore this little fuzzbutt.

I'm very nervous about his upcoming dental surgery. If anything happens to him I will just die. But I have to do this because I don't want him to be in pain. I can't bear the thought of him being in pain.

Say a prayer for him, will you?

I was just cleaning out my dresser drawers and saw my jewelry boxes all messed up so I went to sort through them to organize them…again! I came across my 24 karat gold Tennis Bracelet which also has certified diamonds and that I just love to bits and only wear for speacial occasions. Well I went to strap it around my wrist and saw that it had a link loose. GRRRR.

Now I'll have to take it to a jeweler to have fixed. Another expense I didn't need! But I will have it done. This means a lot to me.

It's in XOXO form representing "hugs and kisses" and so very cute! That is one piece of jewelry I did NOT have to pick out myself. So it's extra special! LOL

I'm not even going to tell Scottie because he'll be upset. I know he paid a pretty penny for this one so it's best I just have it fixed on the down low and not even bother him with it.

I woke myself up laughing this morning!

This happens everynow and again when I dream weird stuff and the dream I had last night just about topped it all!

In my dream we moved back to NYC – into a $150.000 a month penthouse on the westside overlooking Central Park! How were we able to afford it? Easy! In my dream Scottie and I had a $350.000 a month Wall St jobs - that's how!

OMG can you imagine? LOL

I told Scottie about it when he got up and he said…"Alright! Let's go!"

Yeah, don't we both wish. But what a dream, huh?

I think that dream reflects on my worries about our financial situation. Even though we are now on the 3 month trial with our lender – I won't be totall worry free until the trial period is over, our payment has been permanetely reduced and we have the paperwork to prove it! It's just how I feel.

On top of that the whole thing with Baby FatCat is getting to me. Not the financial part of but the fact that he has to have surgery and has to stay overnight. I am a wreck already just thinking about it. I have to call up and schedule the surgery next week since there is a 2-3 week waiting list. He's gonna be on antibiotics for a week prior to surgery and then after he'll be on them for 2-3 weeks.

Anyone who knows me, knows that my pets are by "kids" and I worry about them just like any Mom would worry about her kids.

Then my little episode on Saturday has be worried too. I am feeling better every day but still. My Mom of course is freaking out. I should have never told her! Her freaking out – freaks me out – so we're both freaking out like a couple of idiots! LOL

Ahh well, I'll try not to worry too much….but knowing myself the way I do…that's a lie! LOL